Life Sucks when you have Nothing to blog abt ==

Omg life is sooo super boring !!! but at least i found more Gleek buddies now ! >< Woots ! Speaking of Gleek buddies, since life is a depressing shit of boredom, on certain nights, meh n Nicksy watch GREEE season 1 2gtr =D it is awshcums and Roxiie is rubbing it in my face that she gets to hold a 2MONTH OLD ADORABLE LITTLE WHITE POODLE ! DAMN YOU RX ! TT

GLEEEEE :D

IM SOO FRICKING OBSESSED WITH GLEEE :D LOL RANDOM x) THIS FONT SUCKS LYK CRAP =.=" SAM N QUINN 4EVA :D <3 watcher =".=">

First Weekend in the First Week of school

OMG ! Its finally the weekend ! and with quite a lot of maths h/w ! (thanks ms cherie -.-) FORM 2s !!! :D is sooo stressful cuz all the smart people are there D: havent been blogging in ages especially after the laptop was sent to the workshop to be fixed D: currently blogging at 9:36am, havent eaten breakfast yet D: fricking hungry lyk shit D: i miss form 1 where life was easier D: i miss all the camps and the going to lunch 5 minutes earlier D: and all the concert practices, haihz, we'lljust have to wait til the middle of this year which is lyk 6 more months and i cant believe my birthday is on CHINESE NEW YEAR!! D: anyways, im gonna get some grub before i die of hunger x) ciao !

CAMP WAS FUH-REAKIN AWESOME !

I really really really miss camp now :'( . At camp, i didnt have to worry abt anything at all, no stress all FUN :) lots of friends surrounding me :D camp was the sort of heaven i imagined to go to when i pass on. :) im soo bored at home so imma update my blog.

Fri, 12 Nov
Woke up, really excited. Repacked last minutely and quickly jumped in the car. When i reached school, i grabbed my bags to class and hugged Tammy, June andd Ryan good bye. Bought 1 Hot Cup b4 going. When got in the bus, sat with JOY :) and Pri. WHen Ms jessica came, we made Pri bend down and used my jacket to cover her and put our bags on top of her. XDD Slept most of the way but finished a bag of chachos along with teck sang and sio hong. When we reached, NO NETWORK SERVICES T.T then we got on a lorry (cuz we lazy to drag our bags 3km) and screamed like shyt. Sang Spongebob song and when we reached, we had to wait like so LONG b4 ms shivee checked us in. Girls got 3 rooms. 12 people per room. Me n Amanda decided to share with the form 2's. Then when we got divided in groups. Im in group 2 with Amanda, Caleb,Giin Yang, Michelle, See Mun, Daniel, Yoong Chian, Kar Seng and Mun Tau. We were THE FOREST PEOPLE. Thn joined with group 1 to make a raft but not really not nice ==. At least it floated and we made it across the river and came back. Night walk that time, we walked thr the forest over tree roots and under branches in the DARK. When we came back, we were forced to waddle across the ice cold swimming pool. found out the middle of the pool has reception. :D at night couldnt really sleep, so waalked around and ate hot cup. kena leech bite. =.=

Life sucks

Sometimes i really cant hold my emotions back anymore and my tears just spill out without me wanting them to. Is tears all it takes? To show that im broken inside? So i guess i need tears to show that im upset inside because nobody is caring about me unless i cry my heart out? That sucks -.- Im not saying that nobody cares about me, its just that i have to like cry then will only people care and ask what happen which just leads to more confusion for me. That's why i don't want to show my broken feelings. But my stupid sensitivity is just too much for my tears.

It doesn't help either that im being underappreciated. YOU don't even lift a FUCKING finger to help me. I do EVERYTHING on my own! Life just sucks! it FUCKING SUCKS

Every felt like your friends are just using you? When they dont have anybody, they beg for you. When they have somebody, they keep secrets from you. I just cant believe that you guys arent telling me. Well, nowadays, when you're trying your best to be a true friend to everybody, they just take advantage of you. and they don't tell you anything. I always try to imagine how you would feel. I would think "maybe she's just not ready to tell" but when you've told like half the world, i guess you dont trust me. I know i've done this to people too and im just being a hypocritical bitch but im sorry. Im guessing this is karma. Didnt know karma would hurt this much :(

So effing bored

I AM SO FRICKING BORED!! So i decided to pretend im blogging in skl when im actually on FB~ Damn scared 4 geo marks 2mr ughhhhh! so bored i go mati la

StoryMaking :P

OwhMaiGawsshh! i haven't blogged in ages zzz== got bored and finally decided 2. got even boreder earlier and started getting random ideas of a nice story. so i started writing a story :P sooo bored zzzz ==