CAMP WAS FUH-REAKIN AWESOME !

I really really really miss camp now :'( . At camp, i didnt have to worry abt anything at all, no stress all FUN :) lots of friends surrounding me :D camp was the sort of heaven i imagined to go to when i pass on. :) im soo bored at home so imma update my blog.

Fri, 12 Nov
Woke up, really excited. Repacked last minutely and quickly jumped in the car. When i reached school, i grabbed my bags to class and hugged Tammy, June andd Ryan good bye. Bought 1 Hot Cup b4 going. When got in the bus, sat with JOY :) and Pri. WHen Ms jessica came, we made Pri bend down and used my jacket to cover her and put our bags on top of her. XDD Slept most of the way but finished a bag of chachos along with teck sang and sio hong. When we reached, NO NETWORK SERVICES T.T then we got on a lorry (cuz we lazy to drag our bags 3km) and screamed like shyt. Sang Spongebob song and when we reached, we had to wait like so LONG b4 ms shivee checked us in. Girls got 3 rooms. 12 people per room. Me n Amanda decided to share with the form 2's. Then when we got divided in groups. Im in group 2 with Amanda, Caleb,Giin Yang, Michelle, See Mun, Daniel, Yoong Chian, Kar Seng and Mun Tau. We were THE FOREST PEOPLE. Thn joined with group 1 to make a raft but not really not nice ==. At least it floated and we made it across the river and came back. Night walk that time, we walked thr the forest over tree roots and under branches in the DARK. When we came back, we were forced to waddle across the ice cold swimming pool. found out the middle of the pool has reception. :D at night couldnt really sleep, so waalked around and ate hot cup. kena leech bite. =.=

Life sucks

Sometimes i really cant hold my emotions back anymore and my tears just spill out without me wanting them to. Is tears all it takes? To show that im broken inside? So i guess i need tears to show that im upset inside because nobody is caring about me unless i cry my heart out? That sucks -.- Im not saying that nobody cares about me, its just that i have to like cry then will only people care and ask what happen which just leads to more confusion for me. That's why i don't want to show my broken feelings. But my stupid sensitivity is just too much for my tears.

It doesn't help either that im being underappreciated. YOU don't even lift a FUCKING finger to help me. I do EVERYTHING on my own! Life just sucks! it FUCKING SUCKS

Every felt like your friends are just using you? When they dont have anybody, they beg for you. When they have somebody, they keep secrets from you. I just cant believe that you guys arent telling me. Well, nowadays, when you're trying your best to be a true friend to everybody, they just take advantage of you. and they don't tell you anything. I always try to imagine how you would feel. I would think "maybe she's just not ready to tell" but when you've told like half the world, i guess you dont trust me. I know i've done this to people too and im just being a hypocritical bitch but im sorry. Im guessing this is karma. Didnt know karma would hurt this much :(

So effing bored

I AM SO FRICKING BORED!! So i decided to pretend im blogging in skl when im actually on FB~ Damn scared 4 geo marks 2mr ughhhhh! so bored i go mati la

StoryMaking :P

OwhMaiGawsshh! i haven't blogged in ages zzz== got bored and finally decided 2. got even boreder earlier and started getting random ideas of a nice story. so i started writing a story :P sooo bored zzzz ==

Long Time Not Bloggin, Not Advisable =_="

Heyyo peeps, didnt blog in so effing long ;P

Last week's "Extravaganza 2010" conert was BEAWESOME!! =D our choir was reli reli reli boring =.= mr francis was almost asleep when we were singing! WTF!?! was camwhoring lik mad :P every1 look so beautiful n handsome =D every1's performance was so fantabolous! just glad they had a chance to shine in the blinding spotlight with their friends n loved ones~! Hope i get a chance 2 do tht nxt year =) Job well done all performers! was so fun, i will nvr 4get this experience =D

Randomness Lala

2day was so lala~ after lunch the bell rang, but the choir members (me, pri, vismita,joanne,crystal, yi herng, petai n sumhow petai 2 oso) we didnt wanna go assembly so we went 2 hide in toilet where theebs, sabrina, sonia, ashley, ashleigh, choi nee were ady there (it was reli crammed in there!) thn after 2nd bell ring, most of them went out thn suddenly they lik a stampede rush back in after reaching the back staircase. they were shouting 'PREFECT! PREFECT!!!' thn me, theebs, ashley n vis jumped into a cubicle n locked the door n started laughin lik hell! XD XD so retarded!!

Auditions, Epic Failure and Birthdays~!

Heyyyo sry didnt update my bloggie was kinda emo-ing

28th July
OMG 2day was the auditions!!! Every1's performance was FABULOUS!!!! we wore our costumes 4 auditions! we wore punjabi suits but me borrowed from theebs while tam n racheal borrowed frm the teachers (mine: Black n Pink, Theebs: Blue, Tam: Red, Racheal: White n Pink) Hope we make it ~! Well, In or out every1 did their best!! All the best 2 every1 2 get thru auditions! ;)

30th July
EPIC FAILURE!!! 2day was the form 4 &5 auditions!!!! They danced n sang n bedazzled every1!!! but they tld us 2 go audi during 9th period bcz they wanted 2 announce the results. unfortunately, our dance didnt manage 2 get in :( but the form 2 n 3 indian dance did n many other spectacular performances as well =) Congratz those who managed 2 get in, ya'll deserved it so i 'spect ya'll 2 rock tht stage on concert nite! enjoy shining in the spotlight cz theres us hu envy u. for those hu didnt manage 2 get in, its alrite, ya'll rocked too~! well, in our out, we are the stars of stella maris, so keep smiling, keep shining~ =)

31st July & 1st August
WOOOOOTs!!!! Celebrated mommy n shi pei's bday!!! :P totally fab cake!!!

Practice and Practises

So effing tired... yesterday practiced the dance( Indian mix modern) at skl thn stayed back til lik 5~ reached home at 640pm cuz of traffic == dayum.. webcam wif Meliboo at night! Muscles aching as i went 2 sleep how lovely ==

2day practiced lik mad didnt eat break nor lunch practiced at the audi, in the computer lab, at the 1L classroom~ so effing tiredd 2moro is audition!!! CRAP! hope my idiotic stiffness doesnt mess up the dance 4 ma peeps Hope we can get thru the auditions! I need a shooting star! Wishing every1 hu is auditioning 2moro good luck! ;)

Totally Epic Day!!!!

Woooots!!! 2day was a totally EPIC day!!! First of all, went 2 IFF at Sri Garden!!!!! Had a totally epic time wif Meliboo, Roxie Lott and Jips!! Soiks, on the beach, at the International Food Fiesta~ lalalala~ hahaha Jips was so cute, tryin 2 eat the sushi roll xD and Roxie broke her glasses == Camwhores~ Jips likes huggies~ =D so hyperrrr 2day!! Lots of huggies n camwhoreys~! Food, food and FOOD~!!! so many hawt guys there~xD

Then at 1, went 2 skl 2 practise indian dance but ended up arriving at skl at 145 bcoz of a wrong turn n traffic jam== practised til 515 whew! 4got a few of the steps but 2moro meeting the dudettes up at KDE again 2 practise~ Feet (especially ma heels!) damn pain~! 2 much side stepping hip hop ouchie hope we get thru the auditions~ thankies Dhanya 4 teaching us the steps n thankies tammy oso 4 making funny names 4 our dance moves! =)

Hope we all can have another epic day like this~! <3 all of you guys~!

Paul, The Psychic Octopus~

Heyya ma peeps,
saw the news tht Paul predicted that Spain's gonna win over Netherlands!! WOOOOT!
(Hate Netherlands cuz they beat Brazil!)
n Germany's gonna be 3rd, so yay Paul!!!
Feel so sorry 4 poor Paul! Its doin its job n when the prediction comes true, the country uses it as a scapegoat n wants 2 eat it?!? thats waaayyy uncool ==
Nyways, Good Luck surviving Paul, n hope your prediction comes true!!!!! =)

Basketball Girls~

Heyyyya,
Basketball girls interclass games 2day~! it wasnt tht bad i spose ==
1S vs 1M, 1K vs 1L! Finals: 1M vs 1L! winner: 1M!
1K sucked cuz smelly petai so dumbass blurcase==
congratz 2 1M hu r the champs, n congratz 2 1L hu defeated us!
so much fun~ leee leee

Nervous abt 2moro!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH! im so hacking nervous 4 2moro!!!!
Got Basketball games girls!! holy cow!!!!!!!! crap crap crap crap crap!!!!!!!
n i reli reli hope i find 'it' in my locker!!!!!
SOOO SCARED!!!!

NOOOOO!! Brazil~.......

NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Curses, Brazil lose vs Netherlands 2-1!!!! HOLEY CHEESE HOW IS THT POSSIBLE?!?!??!?!?!?! DAMNIT!!!!!! My beloved Brazil dah balik kampung~ =(
Dont worry theres always the nxt world cup! stil, haih, emo-ing ==

Time Will Heals All Wounds

My pieces are back together! sorta...
i toldya everything would be okay, it was just a matter of time
and we all knw time heals all wounds
My pieces are connected again, even tho they still a lil' shaky, i love them! <3
I love ya my bro n sis!

My complicated world

Just when i thought my world was starting to fix itself back together perfectly,

the earthquake crumbled it bck down.

I still have some pieces,

but i am trying to fix back the most important piece together.

I can hear my heart cracking as the pieces keep crumbling.

The glue of memories and friendship that im using is not working.

Maybe its bcos my tears keep wetting it.

My world is complicated... haih=(

InterClass Games~!

2day was interclass games!!!!
I was coordinator with Daniel (ma VP!), we were also umpires. Theebha and Tammy were linesman!
I was in charge of the mic and lists/match ups while Daniel was in charge of the scores~
haha when they classes were playing their matches, i didnt realize the mic wasnt off and i said MEOW! in the mic! MEOW! was echoed throughout the audi..0.0
While sio was tlking, i put the mic at his mouth n he said MOTHER WHORE! in the mic!!! xD
Visit Roxy while she was practising t.tennis, thn the ball bounced reli high thn she said "the ball so high wan!" hahahaha LMAO!
Sonnyboo sprayed Jordan n Tashwin's butt with deodorant/perfume!
During last period, i was 'lepak'-ing in the 1M classroom, then sio tld me 2 untie my hair, Tammy messed it up a lil n put in front of my face, i took Pri's small torchlite keyring n put it under my chin, then cher hoong switched off all the lites n closed the curtains!! It was damn EPIC! scared the shit outta sio!!!
Now tht im home, me is hving nice time chattin wif Meliboo, Jipsyboo n pripriboo!

Damn you, sejarah teacher!!!!

DAMMMIT!!!! adter spending 5 fricking days from my 2 wks hols just to finish my Effing sejarah project, now the idiot teacher wants me to redo it?!?!?! WTF!!!!! ish and oni 2 days 2 redo it, gila madox!!!!!!!!!! and summore on monday (28/6) neeed 2 be the hacking umpire 4 badminton, n im on my class basketball team!!!! dayum!!!! so much stress ergh!

School Reopens!!!!

Heyyo mi amigos, (and amigas)
ugh, school reopened =.= damn...
Got my friggin results!!!!! double ugh!!
n the results were bad =.= triple ugh!!!
Nyways, havent done my home work yet == so gots 2 go!
Adios!

~Brazil~

hey yo peeps~
Brazil's gonna be playing 2nite vs south korea (i think)
GO BRAZILIA~!!!!
in the mean time, i'll be singing the world cup song!

Tsamina mina Zangalewa
Cuz this is Africa
Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka waka eh eh
Tsamina mina Zangalewa
This time for Africa~

am sunk in boredom again~

Random Quotez

"Family is not about who's blood you carry,
it's about who you love and who loves you back"
"Only true friends can see the pain in your eyes,
hear the sadness in your voice. Even though you try
lying to them, telling them you're okay even
though you're not,they will keep doin anything to
see the smile on your face and the hear your laugh"
"When Life deals you with difficult cards, its how
you play them that counts"
"Love and Friends are the finest flowers in the
Garden of Life"
"True Courage is hidden benath timidity"
"Fearlessness doesn't mean not having any fears, it means
to have courage to face up to your fears even if you're scared"

Ouchie.....

ugh,... its holidays n i had 2 get a freaking injection! its 4 polion tetanus or sumth lik tht.. it doesnt reli hurt much when the doctor jab me but now its all stiff n aching!!!! ergh... least i had nachos 4 lunch :) so hacking bored.... scones n tea 4 tea n curry puff as supper... SO BORED!!!

Mars Bar

IM eating mars bar now!!!!! Yummy!!! n d reason im on9 2day is cuz ma skl had holiday since the teachers went 4 some staff development camp or sumthing...this mars bad is so scrumptious~! Soft nougat and creamy caramel covered in thick melted chocolate~

Teacher's Day Celebrations!!!!

WOOHOO! Its teachers day celebration at skl 2day, meaning, NO LESSONS!!!!! Limped 2 class wif 5 bottles of drinks(2 Coke, 2 Mountain Dew & 1 Kickapoo) wif Joy n Roxy! Helped me bring junk food 2 my sisters class since she's sick 2day...
Teacher's day celebrations so nice! cept the starting pt which was speeches by mr nathan, ms tan n dato peter. Was Playing phn wif theebha up at d gallery.(thts rite, i didnt give my phn 2 teacher!) then suddenly Melissa Gazali caught us playing but she didnt reli do much just glare at us oni la.. so, technically, safe... the song by monitors board 'lean on me' so cute!!!! n the sketch(an act) by the interact so damn funny!!!!! the teacher/prefect catwalk fashion show was reli hilarious especially Mr Eugene n Gin Fai( they dressed up in Saris n wigs xD)
then the stuffing of faces wif food began. Suddenly, Pri turned up at my class(1K!!!!!!) wif a rose( a real rose flower not the plastic crap synthetic type) n around it was a note saying 'Best Wishes from******" lik OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol so fun!

Sports Day Yesterday

Sports day yesterday sucked!!! 1st of all, d march past ppl had 2 stand at the other side of the stadium 4 20min without moving! lik WTF! n mark hse won cuz they sat down tdk bertabah pun... n b4 march pst started, i feeling puking so embarassing when i had 2 go d side... Ishh... then 4 d 400m cant believe i actually made it in less than 2 minutes, ankles reli hurt now thats y i m ponteng~! Damn it matthew hse won as overall probly cuz teck sang was in matthew hse damn~ but luke still got 2nd idk y but some form 5s were crying... :( :( Freaking tired

SO NERVOUS 4 2MORO!!!!!!!!!!!

2moro is SPORTS DAY!!!!!!!! GO LUKE & JOHN!!!!!(i support john cuz i was once a john-houser)haiz..... must b at stadium by 6.50 4 xtra march past practice..... so nervous!! every1 compulsory must run 4 400m as lik a finale!!!!! Holy Goddesses!

Carnival

Yesterday's carnival was so fricking AWESOME!!!!! but now suffering bruises n aches from the rodeo bull ride. ugh.... used 40 bucks in a few hours n had lots of FUN!!! :D bought a tiny bunny figurine 4 my sis. figure'd she'd lik it

Red Vs Blue, John Vs Luke

down there was an error, sry.
During march past, the Red House marched rite nxt 2 us n both houses got so competitive and starting singing our house songs. correction: v didnt sing, we shout-sang.

Red vs Blue, John vs Luke

School was fun 2day!

2day some selected ppl went stadium 2 practise running so the rest had 2 study but not much teachers showed up. 4 sej n BM period, 1K combined with 1L! kinda stinky.. eeee.. 4 grammar n siv period, went computer lab!!!!! WOOT!

Wat Happen When I Was Gone

Is currently eating Cendol yum! On thursday (15 april) we went 2 stadium 4 sprint n' long jump try outs! The long jump i just did it retardedly, the 200m sprint i got 4th or 5 th out of 11 girls. 100m i got last cuz i was effing tired after the 200m sprint. Dunno wat else 2 say.. Major boredom mania....

Finally Able 2 Blog!

Yahoo!! havent been able 2 blog in ages! on thurs, went 2 wesley methodist 4 their IU day! Life has been complicated(when hasnt it been) so effing busy!

Currently Mute

Calmness vs. Anger

IS HACKING ANGRY!!!! Must calm down! GRAHHH!!!! Some idiot pissed me off!!!

Darkness Has Moved On

Earth's Hour is officially over. The lights have returned! The Moon was bright and almost round 2nite. Many stars lit up the nite sky lik fireflies....:D

Darkness Is About To Take Over

Its almost time for Earth Hour 2010!!!!!! Actually, 45 minutes more. Time 2 switch off the lights and prepare 4 d darkness.....

Today was Boring...

Nothing much 2 do xcept facebook...............................nice but boring